you'll always be a part of me

i often ask myself a question, "what would my life be without you?" how would i survive one single day without seeing your smile? or to wake up each morning without hearing the one voice that captivates me? it saddens me to think i would not feel your comforting arms holding me close to you. for as long as i live and breathe, there is so much about you i simply will never forget, thus i have been looking at our pictures oftenly to reminiscing the past. the way my whole body cries out for you whenever you are away or standing near to me to listen as you excitedly remember something insignificant or of greater importance. baby, i tell you now, without you i would be utterly lost and my world would end. the day you came into my life the sky was of the brightest blue and the day so clear. it was as though everything else had lost it's importance. i felt so humble to be with you, since those early times you have made me look forward to each day as it arrives. knowing with you by my side we will face the future with love and with confidence. i guess all that i am trying to say is, baby, i really do love you!

happy sweet two hundreds and sixty four days, sweetheart.

saturdayyyyyy

life is a struggle if you did not know that. baby's been so busy so much so that i've spotted small pimples on her face. she must be really stressed out but then again, i know she can cope with her studies because she's an abnormal girl. this month's been rather hectic. i've been real busy lately checking out new schools and courses for my dip. looking at my achievement now in school. though i think i did pretty well in school ( did i tell you that i just received third letter from my section head? which i've to appeal for it in order to take my exams HAHA ), i've come to realised that engineering is not my niche as i progress. thus, i have to start planning ahead.

watch out this space for more updates, mates!

happy sweet honey chocolate 8th month baby!

we've been so happy, sometimes depressed.

unconsciously i might have hurt you, you might have hurt me.

you have forgave me in silence and i have forgiven you.
you know i always love you,
that’s why we’re able to go through the good and the bad times together.

we made each other happy, we are going to endure this.

i love you and i know you love me.

we will stand the tests ahead, because we love each other.

i have nothing but you,

and i truly treasure the times we share.
My love for you has never fade but it grew stronger.we have surpassed a test of faithfulness.

the hope of a promising future lives on.

i hearts you, my cucumbergirl <3

be merry, that's all i have to say =D